WHATEVER

2008-11-10T22:13:00.000-08:00

YES AFTER TOMORROW BABYYYY!
I'M GONNA PUT UP A SHOP TILL I DROP KINDA MOOD!
I'M GONNA SPEND SPEND SPEND AND SPEND!

BUT I'LL NEED A JOB FIRST, DEFINITELY. ):
JOBS BABY, HERE I COME!

2008-11-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken quite some time ago, can't remember when already. Anyway, both of us are coughing like no body's business. -.- F irritating. D: well, the emperor of your house is back, i'll miss you making funny jokes when i'm studying, so that studying is not at all boring. ):

i don't know what to say about you at all,

once in a while you're like that,

the next minute, you're another person.

i feel that i don't know you at all.

2008-10-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

WHATEVER, HAHA.

I DON'T REALLY CARE ANYMORE,

GET IT, I DON'T! {:

PS: if you think it's you right, then it's you, because,
i won't be telling you, no no no, HAHA. whatever. {:

2008-10-18T22:21:00.000-07:00

Reply Of Tags:

Queen: thanks alot babe! we'll meet up after our Os aye! wa wu ta cek hor. mai siaosiao eh. :D
Desmond: thanks! many lucks for your's too! sorry about that day. ): hahahahaha!
Meilin: i will definitely miss you too! take care alright, we'll see each other after my Os!
Shahiira: i can't bear apart you guys too, really. we'll meet up after Os okay! :D
James: YA YA YA OKAY. haha, many lucks for your Os!
Nizham: yea, thanks! i appreciate you being my friend too, take care!
Wika: i love you many many too babyyyyyyyy! :D

2008-10-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

I can't resist but to blog about today. This very day is a day whereby everyone has mixed feelings. Some can't bear apart their friends, some were just so happy to leave right at the very minute when everything ends, others teared out their emotions. For me, i'm partially of everything, i guess i'm more of those who can't bear apart their friends. However, i'm quite happy that i've grown so much, be it physically(fat! yes, fat, whatever okay, haha. D:), mentally or academically in my 3 and 3/4 years in secondary school life and finally, i've graduated today(not officially yet though).

I want to warn you about this post; hold your horses and get rolls of toilet papers/boxes of tissues or whatever you may want to wipe your tears off your face with. (okay, i may sound exaggerating, but this may be touching) This post will be a longgggggg one, that's for sure, please bear with me.

This is inaugural, so we were not very sure of what to do and what not to do. Ha, there were some student leaders guiding our way through. Poor them, they have to like stand throughout the whole of the graduation ceremony. After the teachers took our attendance and the graduates have settled down in the hall, the ceremony starts officially.

First, it was the addressing by Mdm koh, our principal and our guest of honour, the PBM(i don't know what does it stands for) and i can't remember his name, haha. Okay, but this isn't the main highlight. Soon after the speech was over, they showed a video(of pictures) of us since we first came to this school till we had the very last class photo this year. I'm not very sure about the rest, but the memories of us when we were in secondary one till now, still stays vividly in my mind. It's like almost just yesterday, and now, we're graduating and going off to different path in tertiary education.

After the video, we had the school song and each graduate was given a medal(i don't know what is it called, somewhat like it though) that has our school logo engraved on the front of it, and at the back was the values of our school, on stage. Both the form teachers and co-form teachers stand on stage before their classes respectively to call out each of the student's name(accordingly to index number) to present them with the medal. Of course we had to shake hands with both the PBM and Mdm Koh(omg, she hugged me, she hugged me!!). Before presenting the medals to us, the teachers(respectively) have a short message to their own classes and after that, each class have, of course a message for their teachers as well. Personally, i think that those messages that our form and co-form teachers gave, was so very touching(i almost cried, but i hold back), i really really appreciate that so very much. Oh, and it makes me feel that i want to stay on in this school(well, not exactly, lol). -.-

The 'Medals'

After we had the presentation ceremony, we had the song titled 'I believe'. The lyrics of the song meant some thing meaningful, it's part and parcel of life, i guess? Oh, and i really hope, we will keep in touch, every one of us. We walked through the tunnel of teachers(literally la!). This part of the ceremony, was really the part whereby most of the students(girls, i think, i was one of them) have 'watery' eyes, some even teared. They did hugs and encouragements for us to move on. And, i could see from their expressions that they were proud of us to be graduating after 4-5 years of tough/swift/smooth/whatever you may label your secondary life as, in this school.

Everything soon ended and we were in a world of our own during the tea reception part. No comments on the food, didn't eat much. We were all catching up and hugging each other, exchanging contacts, and whatever we could think of. And of course, not leaving out taking so many pictures(that's definitely one la!). Okay, the next few paragraphs will be a message for all of you, and some of my good friends(one by one) in school. I know it's very lengthy, please bear with me.

* This is not in order of likeness. Oh, and please don't cry. I love all of you. <33

Jessica ChiaHey love, you're such a great friend throughout my years in secondary school life. And best of all, as far as i can remember, you're the very first person(not including primary school friends) that i talked to when we first join the cohort, and now, we're graduating already(not officially though). We've been through quite alot together, be it think or thin, we're always there for each other. I really appreciate you as my beloved friend. And i definitely believe in our friendship, that's for sure. All the best for our 'O' levels and be confident alright. much loveeeee.

Wika WongBaby! We took so many pictures together today, but i didn't realise we didn't take a picture of just the two of us! D: Alamak! we missed it la! Nvm, i've got plenty of pictures with you aye! :D Firstly, i want to thank you for being there for me when i needed someone the most. Though sometimes, we had our little quarrels and all, we still love each other right, i'm sure you do. I want to encourage you to strive hard in every way, and never ever give up, i will be here supporting you with my every means. I appreciate you alot, thanks wika. (: And we will keep in touch, definitely.

Wu Xidi This woman here above these text is my advisory. Ha, she has always been there to advise me on what to do and of course shares her experience and perceptive to me to know more about an issue. Though life is kind of tough for you my dear, i want you to know that you're not alone, and people do care much about you, i'm one of them. Xidi, i want to encourage you to be strong and work hard for your 'O' levels without thinking about anything or the barriers that you've been putting up with, stay strong, it'll do you good. It's only the obstacles that make you grow stronger mentally, much love, all the best! :D We will be friends for long, i'm sure.

Sng Siewyan Haiyo, this girl's not here today to join the fun in the celebration. She's a hard working girl, and her hard work really pays off. Though we don't really share the common likings, we are still quite good friends, she is studious, and her attitude towards education will definitely bring her ahead. (Oh no, i sound like a teacher. -.-) I have faith in you, siewyan. Continue to work hard in your studies, and of course all the best for the subsequent papers. :D

Ngow WeiyiThis bubbly and friendly girl is my childhood friend. I've known her since Primary 3, and we got clost since Primary 4-5 till now. She is always there to encourage me with her bubbly character and cheers me up whenever i'm down. I will miss you weiyi! :D Thanks for the sweet sweet memories that you've left in my heart, especially when we did nonsence things! Haha. I love you, and remember our promise of chilling out after our 'O' levels baby! All the best in every way. {: I would definitely want our friendship to last as long.

Charmaine Tay This nonsensical girl up here is my good friend. I'm really glad that i've known you through this game of life in secondary school. You're very much appreciated. Thanks for the tolerance of my nonsense as well, whacking you and all. I just want to wish you all the best after your secondary life and for now, your 'O' levels, i love you friend. (:

Rifah, Shahiira, Amirah, Narisah,
Aisyah, Hazirah, Bazilah & Ily. (respectively)

These lovely girls are my good Malay friends. They are my Sunshines, who never fails to make my day bright. I will not forget the whole bunch of you darlings, you're my happy pills that i take(see, supposedly) everyday to bring forth an enjoyable time. Without them, life can be mundane, really, i'm serious. Please keep in touch, i love you babes. And all the best for our 'O' levels. {:

Sophia I'm really glad that i've known you through my life in ADSS. Sophia, you always made me laugh, smile and best of all, you walked home with me! :D Thanks for everything, and i hope you'll come back next year for your 'O' levels! Best of luck for your results babeee! Much much much super loveeee. (:

Yannie Ha, this joker here is my good friend, who likes to disturb me about a guy. Ha, she likes to joke around and never fails to make me laugh everytime when i see her. Yannie, though we just got closer this year, i really appreciate you as my friend, thanks yannie. And many many lucks for your results okay, i believe you can do it. Good luck babe! :D

Sherry, Ika, Rebecca, Priscilla & Xueling (respectively) These pictures are the very very first time taken with them, i was surprised. Well, it's the last day of school that we could gather around. So i just took a picture with them. But Ong Xueling, is my pal, she's very loud and violent, but i just love her the way she is, she's unique. Okay, and last but not least, good luck for all of your results girls, i believe all of you can do it, have faith in yourselves. I'll miss you all. <3

Guo Huijuan This girl is from China, but i don't despise her(AT ALL). She's a nice, loving little girl who loves to help her peeps when in need, academically especially. She's the one whom i will look for when i'm stuck at a maths question, well, she did clear my doubts, and i'm so grateful. Thanks Huijuan, you're much appreciated though i just got to know you last year. Good luck for your 'O' levels, you definitely 100% chop can do well. {:

Nasrul & Joanna Joanna and i had some grudges in the beginning of Secondary one(we were in the same primary school, of course la). But i really got to know her well, and we got close after last year. Actually, she's a nice girl, and very studious, i must say. She helps me along with Biology(my weakest subject), and i am very thankful for her. Nasrul has improved tremendously in his academic results, i believe he will do well if he just have more confidence. Nasrul, Cherilyn believe you can do it. For the both of you, all the best in your 'O' levels, till then we will meet. {: much lovee.

Thomas Khoo This guy here is called QiuJiaHaoooooooo, with many many 'o's in his name. (: He is a 'cool' guy. And i like his surname, it's so cool~ and unique okay! Can you see the freaking height difference? Am i short, or is he tall? Ha, in any case, we're great friends, though we just got to know each other more this year, we're quite good friends already, haha. Okay, i hate goodbyes too. ): Good luck for your results, and make sure you do me proud! :D Jiayou!

Jerry, Boontiong (respectively) Boontiong ah Boontiong, you always like calling me names, but you still say you miss me. So contradicting la you. Jerry is a joker, and he's pretty(as in really pretty) cute. Ha, anyway, it's great to know you guys since we were so young, like Primary 3? I can't remember, but i know we've known each other for long, hope our friendship remains like this. Take great care, and good luck for your results! (:

Subash Subash, a wonderful soccer player aye. He's my listening ear. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and as well as my lengthy advise sometimes. Just want you to know that i'll never forget a friend like you, you're always cheering me up when i'm down, giving me encouragements. Thanks for always being there when i needed someone. Subash, good luck for your results! Take care boy! :D

Junxing This boy is really a joker, he always make me laugh till my tummy aches. Ha, he's one of my Sunshine that i'm much appreciated with. I really thank God for him. You ah, better study hard alright, all the best for your 'O' levels, and and and i will never ever forget you. :D

NizhamHa, i'm his listening ear. (: And sometimes, vice versa. This guy here is a very nice and friendly boy, who never fails to want to make new friends, and of course put a smile on their faces. You're very much appreciated friend, thanks for everything. Goodluck in your results, i'm sure you can do it! :D

Vichet, Tingqiang & Chunming (respectively) I got to know them better this year. Chunming is my beloved sister, who likes to always disturb me in everyway(okay, me too, for revenge). Ha, he's a nice guy la, and he helps me out in some of my elective stuff! Heh, thanks alot though. Vichet, he's from vietnam. And i think he's hair is so cool la, haha! Tingqiang ah Tingqiang, he's my grandfather from that picture, lol. Okay, whatever it is, i just want to wish all of you sincerely, all the best for your 'O' levels, and just do your best! :D See you in the exam hall. (:

Bozong, Ivan, James, Hanying (respectively) These boys are from my class. They're very entertaining at times, but can be a little irritating, but, without them, life in class is meaningless. Ha, must have their laughter and their stupid jokes to bring the class to live, and so that we do not have to worry of falling aslp in class, because their jokes will definitely wake us up. Study hard and all the best for your 'O' levels! :D

Skill Ma (group, too many names) This group is mostly from 4E2 and 4E3. These jokers are really very funny, they can joke with you all day long without even stopping la. It's so hard to say Goodbye to all these people. ): And i hope we'll keep in contact, these are lovely people. Take care friends, and all the best for the upcoming 'O' levels.

Mdm Koh, Principal.
Mr Loh, OM.
Mr Mok, DM.
Mrs Nicole Lim, Form Teacher.
Mr Thomas Tan, PE Teacher. Mdm Mala, English Teacher.
Ms Rita, English Teacher.
Mdm Goh, Mathematics Teacher.
Mdm Whong, Chinese Teacher.
Ms Sharifa, Combine Humans Teacher.
Mr Ong, Chemistry Teacher.
Mr Soh & Mdm Teo, Elective Teacher.
Mr Ong, Ms Sharifa, Mdm Mala. I want to thank all teachers that have guided me through this 3 and 3/4 years in ADSS. Thanks for all your wishes and i will not give up no matter what. I want to congradulate Mdm Teo and Mdm Mala for their pregnancy. Though i do not have all the teachers' picture, i just want to thank you for being there for me academically. Especially my form teacher whom have treated all of us as her own, Mrs Nicole Lim, thanks for tolerating the whole bunch of us in class. You're much appreciated. In whole, i want to thank all the teachers. :D

There are more pictures actually, but those are random ones. I guess these pictures that are in my most, are the more important ones. (: Oh. And to those who i've not mentioned: Doesn't mean that i detest you or whatever, it's just that i do not have your picture, and plus, you're not forgotten aye. I really do wish that everyone will just keep in contact and not disperse like everywhere and not recognising one another when we were to coincidentally bump into each other. I really do. To all N level students, Good luck in your results. (: To all O level students, all the best for the upcoming papers. :D

*PS: i want to thank Jordon and Adrian(i don't have your freaking picture. -.-) for always being there for me when i needed someone. They always try their very best to cheer me up whenever or whatever, i really appreciate them in all ways.

Last but not least, i want to thank God for all my beloved friends and teachers who have been always here by my side, never leaving me alone, guiding me through this 3 and 3/4 years of secondary life. I wish all of you graduates of ADSS, all the best for your tertiary education, be it Junior colleage, Polytechnic, or ITE, i wish you all the best. And the teachers, just remember us. (:

Okay, till then after 'Os', this will be my last post, i love you all so very much. {:

2008-10-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

Okay, i think this will be my very last post before my Os start this coming Thursday. So don't keep asking me to update you know who. HA. It's not that i don't want to update you know, it's i'm freaking busy for the revisions and all. -.- Okay, whateveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.

Went school on Tuesday and Wednesday just for Ms Sharifah's lessons, that's all. Other than that, i didn't go to school. HA. Went to relieve stress by watching the sunrise at Sembawang park on Friday morning with my beloved Jess. We had fun(running away from stray cats and dogs?), laughing and making each other feel so err, it's so indescribable la.

Yesterday was hilarious, with Joanna and Jess. After studying we walked and slacked for awhile, Joanna was the joke for the day, we kept making jokes out of her. But when she starts a joke, it was funny. -.- Ha, but okay la, she's funny(with the falls). {: Studied with Joanna again today, Jess went her grandma's place, so she couldn't come. Was pissed with some psycho sickening pricks. I've got nothing much to say about she/he, this marks the end for it.

Tomorrow there will be no school. And we'll be graduating on 17th! :D Can't wait for it, and for Os to over. Lets just get it over and done with babyyyyyy! {: Till after Os, take care, and i'll just leave my blog this way. Ha.

Reply Of Tags:

Charmaine: thanks! :D take great care.
Meilin: HAHA. yea, make sure no aeroplanes. :D
Joanna: thanks! you too okay! :D
cousie: thanks! :D haha.
subash: yea, okay, thanks alot! :D

2008-10-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

Yesssssssssss, haven't been blogging so far. I'll just make a brief update.

Last Monday didn't go to school. In fact, i've not been going to school for the whole of this week. Ha, i'm either studying in woodlands mart's mac or in the library, with or without Jessica. I went to school on Tuesday though! Okay whateverrrrr. 9 more days to the very first paper, just 9 more days. jiayou! :D

Went to enjoy and to relieve stress on last Wednesday, i guess? Charmaine, Weiyi, Andy, Terence, Jiawen and i went to Sentosa. Xinrong and JP joined us later. Played volleyball, after soooooooo long. Ha, it was fun though i initially didn't want to go. Coach was supposedly joining us, but something cropped up, so he didn't turn up la. -.- We took very little photos, it's at Charmaine's and Weiyi's blog, they're under my links, just click on them.

Went to a barbecue on Saturday after studying from 6am in the morning with Jessica. The barbecue was awkward at first, maybe because i've not been going to church lately. But after mingling around for away, it was okay. My cousin, Weijin, Alicia especially made me feel welcomed, of course not forgetting those who were present la. (: Thanks all. We took quite alot of fugly pictures, i'll upload the photos soon when i get it from my cousin.

Oh i've enjoyed myself yesterday after studying in the library with my sweet foursome, Peishan, Jiajia and Jessica, plus me of course. Ha. Suppose to eat sakae for dinner, so i waited for whole day without having anything to eat. In the end, we went to have Aijisen instead. The food issue doesn't really matter, but we did catch up with each other aye. :D Loveeeeee them.

That's all folks.
PS: i still have that freaking 'stress' ulcer. -.-

Reply Of Tags:
Tom: yea, thanks! :D i will, you take care bah.
Ace: thanks! :D ha, you take care too and study hard for your Os as well!
Meilin: yea, see you soon bah, always so busy, me and you. -.- haha!
Meixing: HAHA. i know, i know, no worry! i love you too and miss you so freaking much! :D
Handsome: i dare you too! :D stop using this nick la. lol.
Ash: yea yea yea, i'll see you tomorrow aye! :D
Queen: yea baby! haha. and we did catch up alot aye! miss you so much! :D
Weijin: hello babyyyyyy! :D

2008-09-28T23:03:00.000-07:00

Heyo don't get me wrong, i'm not playing favouritism here, but i just merely forget about the Secondary 4 technicals, i'm so sorry! Good good good good luck to all those who are taking their N levels, starting from tomorrow, yea! :D

I guess the Formula One race is in the limelight now huh? Ha, isn't it bored just to see cars risking their lives for 61 laps? Okay, i just watched for the last few laps. And the tickets were freaking expensive, US$1000? Hmm. I rather stay home to watch it, no atmosphere, but it's around the same, i guess? Lollllllll. Oh, and one more thing, Louis Hamilton is so freaking hot! I don't know why, but i just feel that he's so hot(with his freaking short hair)!

Louis Hamilton

Went to tuition today alone, Jess had the blues. After that went to Causeway point to have my lunch with Jess and Junxing, wika and her cousins joined us soon after. There's some held there la, super noisy, and there's this contestant, super gay la. Darn funny, i don't know how to describe him, but he's just too exaggerating. Went Jess's place to accompany her together with Junxing. Wika and her cousins went to catch a movie. Okay, that's all, i'm not going to school tomorrow, yay! :D I rather stay at home to study instead than going to school for our own self-revision, rightttt? Ha, okay, whatever, my mummy has agreed with me anyway, so i've got nothing to worry about. {:

2 weeks, just 2 weeks, for mugging period. :D Lets just do our very best.
PS: i've got a very very big ulcer under my freaking tongue, stupid. D:

Reply Of Tags
Tom: HA, just because i tagged you righttt! see, i'm so good. :D
Subash: i'm so sorry, but i didn't forget you okay! i did wish you luck. {: many lucks for your papers studenttttt! :D
Ace: yea, okay, will link you up soon enuff, later! {:
Merlin: HA, i know why! you hate me because i've got no time for you right! sorry, i will find time, soon! :D

2008-09-26T20:30:00.000-07:00

A week has passed, that's really fast. And next week it's the N levels already. Good luck to all 4NAs! {: 2 more weeks, just 2 more weeks, i'm going to mug like a never did before. Yes, i will do it; it's shagggggggg though. "It's the final stage, cherilyn, it's the final stage!" (Self-encouragement) :D And i'm not going to blog often already, there isn't much time left.

There's so many people having their birthday celebrations this week la! Wednesday was for Engkiong and Fadzlee, today was for Wan'ee(supposedly Wednesday), tomorrow for Joanna, and the day after tomorrow, for Tiongheng. Well, i want to wish all of them happy birthday! :D

Okay, going to mug now, till then, good bye.
PS: i don't feel like going to school on Monday so that i can study for biology. -.-

Reply Of Tags:

Jess: HA, lame to the maximum. It's so quiet today without you manzxz! Ha, glad i saw you today for wan'ee's celebration! Misses. See you tomorrow. {:
Handsome: stop it will you? haha. oi, like that right got so many shuai ge already. :D
(: errrr. who are you?
Wika: i love you too baby! :D haha. see you tomorrow! :D
Christina: will link you really soon, like now. ;D
Chujie: yea, thanks! you too, i will. :D
Meilin: yea, catch up soon aye! :D love youuuuuu!

2008-09-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hello. Haven't been updating lately, i guess since i'm free right now, i should at least update something, or this blog may be dead. Ha, alright, whatever, here goes..

This whole week in school didn't really do much. The teachers just gave our prelim papers back and of course went through our doubts. Some were very much disappointed with their results, some were contented. I believe though i've passed my prelims, i'm still very much disappointed with my results. Especially Combine Humanities. Shucks, i did quite badly for it(my own expectations, not comparing). Okay, whatever results we've got for prelims, i just want to excourage us to just move on, and strive harder, i believe we all can do it. :D Not till the last minute, we'll not give up. jiayou to all!

Went to school for extra lesson today. After that had tuition. Jess came over to my place, and watched 'rule #1', a chinese movie, HAHA. The show we wanted to watch early this year but it was NC16 and i'm underage. The one selling the tickets wanted our ICs la. }: Okay, so we watched it today, like finally? Whatever, the show wasn't as scary as the advertisements, it was quite messy at the end, like there's no linkage? Okay, just watch it and you'll know what i mean.

After watching that movie, Jess watched 'bang bang tang 2' in youtube for awhile. Jess and I bathed my dog and we got wet. : She left my house at 7 plus. Slacked with turban for awhile, then went home.

I'm so tired now, but i want to talk to someone on the phone tonight, anyone? HAHA.

i love the most handsome guy, period. :D
*whatever, like real only, lol*

Reply of tags
Ace: HA, you're scared of cockroaches too okay, so how can i not be afraid?
Tom: Alright, i've linked you already and study hard too! HA, okay la, i won't bully you. (like real) ;D
Jin: hey babe! yea, we'll meet up real soon, thanks! :D HA, but it is true, don't think about it too much la. {:
Handsome: don't make me puke eh, winks*
Meiting: will link up that blog real soon, and ha, i've seen it before already, see you soon! :D
Jo: HAHA, you didn't contact me eh coussie! i've got exactly one month left.
Jess: HAHA, glad you know. enjoyed today with happyyyyy! :D

2008-09-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

Boring day today, Monday. -.- So freaking happy i passed maths, wooooooo. Okay, whatever, this is not the end, i will work even harder for my Os which is just what in 4 weeks time? Oh my, this year passed really quickly. Had photos, lazy to upload la. Go see Jess's blog instead, the link is given, so you don't have to find. ;D Made a new brother, Mr Chan Eng Kiong. HAHA. For more details please go Jess's blog, CLICK HERE ;D

I'm very tired today. My mum says i've got the panda eyes already, oh my goodness! I need to get some sleep! Okay, bye, will blog(not so) soon. :D

2008-09-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

Went out with meichuin at the very last minute at around 7 plus. I was freaking bored, but no one was free, saw her online, and asked if she could come out to slack and play candles(yesterday's leftover) with me, she agreed and off we go to block 795's playground. :D weeee~

Photos, at random order; Combined(as usual).

Saw Charmaine, Jiamin and Cindy, had laughters. Then this Jiamin bought a really big 'popper', darn funny la. There's this indian man, came to us and reprimanded us, saying that we shouldn't play with fire, and he even called the police. Oh what the hell, like we even bothered, it's the Lantern Festival, and everyone is playing with fire, gundo man. Okay, whatever. Got home slightly after 9 pm, but who cares? I've enjoyed myself greatly.

Sian-ness, tomorrow's the start of the normal school day. -.- Have to start my revision over again from scratch, practice, practice and more practice till the 'O's are finally over, this is the last lap(everyone says so). Okay, Jiayou to all. The battle has just begin.

Off to bathe my stinky self. Toodlessssssssssss!

2008-09-14T15:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up real late yesterday, slacked awhile with friends, visit Meixing(supposedly), then went to play candles with Shinying, Wika, Engkiong, Desmond, Tom and myself. Ha, was okay only, we're trying to find back our childhood eh? Haha, okay, whatever. Might be playing again later in the evening or so, not comfirm yet.

Couldn't get to sleep last night, may be because of the long hours i slept the night before. Woke up late again, like 12 plus in the afternoon? Ha. Mum woke me up, or else i don't know what time would i be awake. Wanted to visit Meixing today, but she said her wounds are still very pain, so i guess i don't want to disturb her resting. Well, so darn boring today. Called up Jess, but she was out with Junxing, she asked if i wanted to follow, but they're going to a far place. And i'm kind of lazy, so went out to slack instead. Came back home, called for delivery. Haha, hungry, eating now, okay, toodles*

i miss the time, i miss you.

2008-09-12T22:47:00.000-07:00

Yay, it's the end of our prelims, like finally. Had papers almost everday, in fact, everyday la. But i guess it's okay, because we get to go home after the paper on the day itself. And school will start normally on Monday, that's so boring. I rather be typical and go to the library every morning till night, like what i did. -.- HA, It's been five days, and so many things(other than the papers) happened.

Meixing was admitted to KKH, gave birth to Janessa Young. A sweet little girl, so fidgety la. And her husband said i'm going to be her old nanny. -.- Okay, whateverzxz! Ha. Anyway, the baby is so so so very cute, she's fat and chubby too. Ha. Anyway, i love her, she's my God-daughter. (:

Watched 4bia with Jess, had screams. Eh, it's my first time having to scream in a cinema so loudly till my throat hurts, and i admit, this is the first horror show that i think it's scary. Okay, and 4bia is about 4 stories linking with one after another, i guess? I read it from Angela's blog.

Went MCYS today, walked from Toa Payoh to that freaking building. -.- Legs were aching, i guess it's time for me to exercise, i don't want to get fatter! -.- Okay, whateverzxzx! Made a new true friend by the name of Shinying. HA, was lame, but she's funny to hang out with, i guess. (: On our way back to Admiralty, we saw this funny guy talking on his cell phone damn loudly. As if he was the only one in the train. His conversations were damn funny.

Guy : Eh, baobei, want to have dinner with me? (pause, i think the person on the line is talking)
Guy : Eh, i sumpa, i swear i miss her and love her. (pause)

Okay, and i can't remembered what else, i just knew that Wika, Shinying and I were laughing so loudly. Another young couple in front of us, were also laughing okay, so we're not bad. {: He was just talking so loudly as though the train was his house. HA.

Went to Greenwood Primary after that for some Lantern Festival thing. Saw some stupid pricks, uncouth young people who thinks they're from a big gang or something, what lame shit? Okay, these people should be taught a lesson, only then they'll know what's a real 'gangster', isn't it true? They walk as though they own the place, and i think when they really meet with a true gangster(who aren't afraid of anything) or what so ever, they'll start to wee on their pants. There's only one reason for them to act 'big' just now, it's because that place is a Primary School. Peers who are much younger than them. What a bully, isn't it? Damned these people, such pricks living in this earth. Why should i even waste my time now? Whatever! Okay, i saw cute eunice! (:

Pissed off, but i still love you alot. <3
I'm sure our bond is still strong righttttttt?

2008-09-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

Went to the airport early in the morning to study. After that went to bugis around 5plus? Junxing wanted to get something, so we accompanied him there. Went Jess's house for a steamboat session. Jess, Junxing and I were so bloated. I still could feel the 'bloatedness'(if there's such a word, ha.) up till now la. Okay, whateverzxzxzx.

Didn't sleep well last night, had a bad time. Alright, whateverzxzxzxz. I can't believe my best friend will push me away just because of someone, so i guess, this proves how strong our bond is; not at all strong. You know who you are, i don't wish to mention names.

Prelims tomorrow again till Friday. sian-ness, but i'm going to work hard, regardless of all the stupid problems surrounding me. toodles*

P.S: May not be blogging till prelims are over(see how la).

Why is this happening to me during this period of time?

I miss him, but i think i should F off instead right?

My best friend eh, all these are bullshits, i've thought it through.

2008-09-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had a very bad experienced. Like, arghhh. Thanks chao turban for 'saving' me, ha. :D I love you la, okay? Heh, whatever.

Went Chong Pang 'drive through' MacDonalds to study with Junxing and Jessica after tuition today, had pictures taken, and did maths the whole day. I've achieved something today, happy about it. {: Time passed real fast when it's the holidays. Next week, which is this coming Monday, it'll be the continuation of our prelims again. So boreddddddddd.

alright, pictures baby!

Junxing, the 喜怒哀乐 faces.

Me, the 喜怒哀乐 faces(fuglyyyy).

Jess, the 喜怒哀乐 faces.

Random. :D

That's all folks. {: And ya, i'm going to the Airport tomorrow morning with Jess, to study? Okay, fancy going so far just to study, but we want to go to the new Terminal 3. Ha, anyone want to join us? (: Okay, whatever. More photos tomorrow, i guess? Lollll.

I don't know what the hell did i do wrong,

Why can't you just understand?

I hate people to lie to me, can you just tell me the truth?

Lying through your teeth, that's so amazing.

The best thing is, you don't want me to get angry, what is this?

2008-09-04T21:48:00.000-07:00

I've been studying for the pass few days. One word, SHAGGGGGG. Stupid la, why no remedial? HAHAHAHA. Okay, whatever. Went out with mummy today, to SHOP. Bought, 4 pairs of shoes, 2 tops, and 2 bottoms. HA, but not all mine. -.- Shoes are mine! And tops as well, bottoms are my mum's. Ohh well, i guess we spent quite alot today. Treated my mum to Ajisen! ;D

Ohhh, big news, i deleted Audition. HA, so i won't get distracted, but i miss Audition, i'm going to my friend's place tomorrow morning to play for awhile, then study. : Okay, that's all.

I'm utmost, unbothered by that matter. So, whatever okay. :D
I miss someone dearly. My crazy love, JESSICA CHIA XIAO QIN.

2008-08-31T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, went Republic Poly for a dialogue/speech/teaching/seminar, whatever you want to call it. It was darn boring, but there's hunks(a few of them ONLY). {: HA, but that wasn't the main point of the whole thing. Nothing to comment about yesterday, just plain boring and stupid, like what a boy(can't remember his name) said to them as feedback. Played some stupid games for ice-breakers, and blah. I wouldn't want to get into Republic Poly anyway. Unless, i do not have a choice. Like what they always would say, 'boh bian lor'. So i'll work hard for Os, definately.

Tuition was cancelled this week. Went Jurong Bird Park today to find Engkiong's species. Ha, joking. Wika just wanted to use the tickets, so well, there were 5. But we used only 4. Jess was going, supposedly. But she didn't have enough money, so she didn't. Eh, Jess, if you're reading my blog right now, i want to tell you how i miss you. Though i just saw you yesterday. HAHA. Went with Wika, Xinyi and Engkiong. Xinyi was Wika's cousin. She was cute okay! Ha. After that, went to Choa Chu Kang(again). Ate at Ajisen Ramen. Though it's expensive, but it's super nice. {: Went shopping after that, bought clothes! Ha, pink ones, close to $40! It's been so long since i last shopped okay! I want more shopping madness after my Os, i don't care! :D

Pictures(in random order) combined; Lazy, sorry.
Eh, 100 over leh, what you expect?

It's been long since i last stepped into Junrong Bird Park. I think the last time i went there was, when i was in Primary 2? I can't remember. Haha. I must say, it changed alot.

Went home after that, hugged mum, talked and laughed with her. She's back from her Hongkong trip. Missed her for 5 days. Within these 5 days, quarrelled with dad. He's back officially from his stupid business trip at Shanghai, like wtf*. So glad mummy's home. {: I want to leave this house asap*. I don't like it here, at all, especially with him. It's like argh. Irritating, idiot. I like it when his in Shanghai, it's more peaceful, rather than now, darn noisy. damnnnnnnn-

Alright, that's all for now. Monday to Friday, library. Might not be blogging till Saturday, next week. Then it'll be the continuation of my prelims. :( okay, bye.

2008-08-29T20:45:00.000-07:00

Before i start posting about today, i need to upload some overdued pictures. {: Jess, don't blame me, i still love you. Ha.

Alright, about today; Had a great time with my class. Not as bad as i thought it would be, well, like we always do say, 4E3 ma~ {: Our class was all so united today, better than the last year when we had our teacher's day celebration. I guess, partially because it was our last year in Adss. Had alot of pictures taken, those who were camera shy or those who were not (like me!) were in the pictures of today. :D The pictures are uploaded in random order, i forgot which one came first already. Ha, just enjoy, it's right below these whole chunk of text. =x

I met Wika under my block, as usual. Reached school early, around 7 (not my usual timing) today to prepare for the 'party'. Moved aside everything in class then went down to the parade square for the morning assembly. Ha, after which, we went for the walk-a-thon outside school, a whole biggg round. The Secondary 5s got to the lead the whole school, and they were called, the 'elderly' of the school. Ha, so made fun of them. Followed by the 4Es/Ns, the next 'elderly'. -.- I feel so old. Laughs*

Walk-a-thon.

Yani joined us, had so much laughter. Ha, we kept making fun of the rest, darn funny. And we talked all the way throughout the whole walk. After we came back, it was time for the party. Our class had it all planned. We got ready the cake and everything, just waiting for the teachers to come.

Jess, Bozong and i went down to get the MacDonalds that Mrs Lim and Mdm Arifah had ordered. Mrs Lim was so lame. We had a conversation with her before we came up, basically, i guess, to store time for those in class to get ready the stuff that we've prepared.

In the General Office

Jess, "Why didn't you go up to class yet?"
Mrs Lim, "You all don't have food upstairs right?"
Jess, "Go up and see la, lol."
Mrs Lim, "Answer me, don't have right?"(laughing)
Me, "You've got a surprise for both of you la."
Mrs Lim, "Ohh, me and Mdm Arifah have a surprise for all of you too." (looking at Mdm Arifah, laughing)
Mdm Arifah, "Ya, ha."
Jess and I, "We know la!"
Mrs Lim, "Really?"
Jess, "It's just outside."

Mrs Lim got up from the chair and went out to take a look, it was the MacDonalds that they've ordered, the 'surprise' for us. Ha, how sweet right? but she was lame during that conversation. Ha. She can be very stern, she can be very nice. But well, i guess she's overall a nice teacher. Funny with her own jokes, and with her unique eyes that could kill. Saw Mdm Mala, and Ms Sharifah, they were on their way up to our class. Just nice, stopped them, and took the lift together. They were talking about how girls now a days are better than boys. Because Jess and I was carrying the box of MacDonalds meal for the class, and Bozong, went up empty handed. Ha, Bozong, being the only boy/man in the lift defended himself. We laughed and laughed. Not long after that Mr Ong joined us.

In the classroom, 4E3.

Starring, Mdm Mala, Ms Sharifah, Mdm Arifah and Mrs Lim. {:

Mrs Lim, Form teacher of 4E3.
Teaches our class English, can be quite stern.
But is really nice when she's nice. Ha.

Mdm Arifah, Co-Form teacher/Maths teacher.
Frankly speaking, she's a nice teacher with patience.

Mdm Mala, formerly our English teacher.
Strict, but jokes around.

Ms Sharifah, our Social Studies/Geography teacher.
Bubbly character and loves pink. Ha.

Mr Ong, Our Chemistry teacher.
He can be fierce, but he's nice. usually laughs at his own joke. =x
He is a good teacher amongst all Chemistry teacher i've seen so far.

Miss Teo and Mrs Goh didn't join us today, i guess they're busy with their form class. Well, still want to wish them a Happy Teachers' day. {:

After the mini 'party' we had in class, it was time for the next segment, the concert part in the hall. We cleared the mess we've made in class and headed to the hall. Didn't really have a chance to snap photos here, because we were all too engrossed with the concert. Ha.

Went back home after school today, Wika came over my house to slack. Met Xidi and Jess at Causeway point at around 12 plus to get Ms See BK a present. Headed to Regent Secondary to visit her. Ha, her tummy was big! She allowed me to feel her tummy, but i was afraid. I can't believe it, she was so violent! She grabbed my hand and placed it hard on her tummy letting me feel her baby in her womb. Ha. We had a nice, long-winded chat. We missed her, there were so much things for us to talk about. She said she missed our class too. Ohh, and after she gives birth, and after our Os, we're visiting her again. she said, "Bu jian, bu san." We didn't take pictures with her, sigh. We were too engrossed with our conversation. Laughs*

Jess and I were hungry, we headed to Choa Chu Kang, Lot one to have our lunch at Long John Silver! Ha, my all time favourite. {: Those who know me well enough, will know. Alright, Xidi got nothing better to do, she took some pictures when we're eating. Ha.

Long John Silver.

Took this while waiting for Jess and Xidi.

After eating, walked around, saw clothes and shoes! Didn't have enough money with me and my POSB card wasn't with me, darn. Why must it always be when i want something so badly, i didn't bring enough money for it? -.- I don't care, whenever i go out, or where-ever i go, i will bring enough money, and i will have my POSB card with me! Ha. It's been so long since i last shopped. I miss shopping badly. I miss Peishan's, Jiajia's and Jess's accompany for shopping! : piangs.

Went Admiralty to chit-chat for awhile till Jess got to go, after that Xidi and I headed home. Got home around 7, i think. Can't remember. Ha. Enjoyed the whole day today. {:

Before i end this post, i want to wish all teacher's a happy teacher's day and the lyrics of my current blog song, suddenly like this song. Ha. It's originally by Vanessa Hudgens and Corbin Bleu, titled 'Still There For Me'.

[Corbin]

Lately I've been thinking

About the things that we've been through

And I don't know if I'd be here,

If not for you

I had to take a little time

To try to work things out

And You should know that

I have never meant

To let you down

[Both] [Chorus]

Cause I, I Wannna tell you that I'm sorry

And I, I Even when I'm not giving enough

And I'm taking too much

You're still there for me

Even when I got nothing at all

And I'm ready to fall

You're still there for me

There for me, There for me

Even when I can't be there for you

You're always there for me

[Vanessa]

Sometimes I know I can be

So hard to understand (It's ok)

Even when I'm lost

You show me who I really am

Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride

But because of you I've learned

To lose my selfish pride

[Both] [Chorus]

Cause I, I Wannna tell you that I'm sorry

And I, I Even when I'm not giving enough

And I'm taking too much

You're still there for me

Even when I got nothing at all

And I'm ready to fall

You're still there for me

There for me, There for me

Even when I can't be there for you

Oh you're always there for me yeah

Oh no it's love Ooooouuhhh (Oooohhh)

It must be love

Ooohhh It's gotta be real love (It's gotta be real love)

Even when I'm not giving enough

And I'm taking too much

You're still there for me

Even when I got nothing at all

And I'm ready to fall

You're still there for me

There for me, There for me..

Even when I can't be there for you (When I can't be there)

Even when I can't be there for you

You're always there for me

2008-08-28T22:13:00.000-07:00

See dolly above these text? I guess this picture can convey how i feel right now, two words, 'stressed out'. This week was hectic. The O level prelims started on Monday, it'll continue on the week after next. Next week will be the start of the N level exams already, it's so freaking fast. Soon, it'll be the O levels. Man, how i wish i was still in Secondary 3 or lower. Ha, then i won't be so stress, isn't it true? I can see everyone is so stressed up right now, okay, lets 加油 together and strive- Secondary 4Es/Ns and of course, the Secondary 5s as well.

These few days my friends and i have been staying back in school after exams to study for the next paper. And also because of our coursework. I'm glad to say that i've finally, finally, finally completed everything and have already handed in. The feeling was awesome, my stress of a subject had subsided. Ha, i'm sure everyone feels the same when they've handed in their coursework. Now, it's for the theory part. laughs*

Tomorrow's Teacher's Day. I don't think i'll be doing anything for the teachers, may be just a card or a small gift or something. But my class is planning something special. Ha, i'll update tomorrow, definately! It'll be funny for sure, the look on Mrs Lim's face, i want to see! {: Get your cameras ready for tomorrow! HA. There's the walk-a-thon thing tomorrow, boring- After that the concert and performance. Hopefully, the plan that we've planned will work. Fingers crossed*

Today had geog paper, after that went home. It was drizzling, Wika and me just walked home without even bothering about the drizzle. Slept like a pig from 10 plus till around 2 plus. Head over to Shahiira's place to bake for tomorrow's 'party'. Okay, going to do cards for individual teachers later on.

To You Know Who; Please take great care of yourself right now. Don't feel so stressed up alright. When i got to know you, you wasn't like this, you was a strong headed person with a bubbly character in you. Please stay strong, and 加油 for it alright! I'm sure you'll be fine. And, and, and i miss your entertainment. {: Take care!

I miss my Mummy! ): Please come back soon. I love you. And, Cyril, i miss you too.

2008-08-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

Hello! (: I'm currently free now, so i might as well do some blogging instead of stoning. Just finish my revision on Chapter 2, 3, 6(secondary3) and 1(secondary4) of Social Studies, still left quite abit before my prelims. Alright, i'm going to 'Add oil to my fuels'. (:

After school yesterday went out with my friends, took quite alot of pictures, i must say. Here are the pictures, enjoy. I shouldn't say much, a picture tells a thousand words.

A friend in need is a friend indeed. (: love them.

Woke up early today, wanted to go to the library supposedly, but didn't. Stayed at home to revise on my Socialstudies. After that went tuition with Jess. Met Weijin and Alicia at Causeway point to have dinner at pizza's hut. HA. was bloated, so walked around Causeway point. Went to Jess's block after that to take back my Social Studies notes, then went home, talked to chao turban on the way home. Feeling tired today, sleeping early tonight, got to wake up early tomorrow for queensway and library. -.- Ciaoooos.

2008-08-19T21:09:00.000-07:00

Continuance of yesterday's post, photos! (: Forgive me, i'm a lazy girl. So i combined every photos together. [: Enjoy. It may be quite small.

I love the picture most. (:

Today was hilarious. Wika, Jess and I practically laughed the whole day today. HAHA. Isn't it great to have such bubbly friends beside you? (: i love them a lot. They're the best medicine to my sorrows. Alright, there's a picture of a guy. Ain't he cute but haha. Starring, Chao Turban. (: Shhhhhhhh~

Studied in school today, not in the library. I guess, the school wasn't a bad idea after all(Can save on my fare!). (: Resting now, going to study later again. -.- Prelims are coming, jiayou! (:

2008-08-18T21:07:00.000-07:00

Monday, a freaking school day. One more week, my freaking prelims. ): I hope i can do well for my prelims, and note which part of a subject that i'm weak in and and mug all the way till the Os are here. {{: Which is actually in 2 Months time from now. Sigh, this year is really passing very quickly. I can't afford to waste anymore time, seriously, don't you think so?

Okay, today during the 'sst' period after 1.15pm, my friends and i were practically wasting time cam-whoring. Before that i was practicing on my Maths for revision. After that, we realised that we took over 30 photos in total in like, 45 minutes? HA, we didn't really know that we could have all sorts of lame, stupid, idiotic, hilarious, whatever post. It is damn funny. Our photographers of the day was Sazali and Atikah. We ought to thank them, HAHA. I'll upload the photos real soon, i hope i have time, because it's really alot of photos!

After school today, went to causeway point to meet up several of my working friends, to celebrate Anna's birthday. okay, we went to Swensens to have out lunch after which they went to walk around causeway point. As for me, as usual, i went to the library alone to study. We catched up quite abit and it was enjoyable meeting them, i must say. I miss the whole bunch of them. Went to the library, i saw Charmaine and Weiyi, joined them, for awhile, then went home. Saw Junxian and clan in the bus, said hi, and blah. HA.

I'm home now. But i can't rest. I need to do my freaking chinese composition. -.-

2008-08-17T17:30:00.000-07:00

Finally, i'm resting after hours of revision. And i'm starting again later at 7pm. I tell you juniors, life's like that almost every single day, it'll be so exhausting when you reach Sec Four, believe me. I'll give you a choice, perhaps. Study hard now, or suffer when you're in Sec Four? The choice is your's, you hold your future in your hands.

Woke up early today for nothing, thought of going to the library again makes me sick. I stayed home the whole day today revising. Can't believe it that i actually stayed home the whole day without watching the Television and using my freaking lappy. HAHA. And i even switched my phone's mode to silent! seeeeeee, i'm a good girl. Alright enough praising myself.

Tomorrow's Anna's birthday. Going to have dinner at causeway point. That's all.

ps: some uncouth bitches need to get themselves a life. (: Amyrah, i love you.

stupid reds. it's aching like what the hell! i want to bite someone now!
labels: don't come near me for the time being.

're-launching' of blog. (:

2008-08-16T23:04:00.000-07:00

You guys maybe thinking that why should i 'close-down' my blog and 're-launging' it again. Well, the reason is actually quite simple, i don't wish to dwell on the past. And i want to erase all past memories and stop reminiscing on what had already happened. I wish to start anew, with or without you. I want to live my life as what i want, with no one in control except God. I hope i've made this clear. And for heaven's sake, this is my blog, a website that i'm in control of and what i would want to write, will be here. So if you're not happy about anything that's in here, you could jolly well not be here. This is my privacy, do not invade. (: Thank you and i seek co-opperation.

Alright, enough of the introduction part, let's get it started with the very first post in the pathetic blog of mine. I don't know why, but i feel so exhausted, so lethargic today to study. The first thing that came in my mind this morning was, 'should i not go to school, or should i go to school?'. I then decided that i shouldn't go to school for Ms Sharifah's lessons, thinking that i'm having Maths and Chem tuition in the afternoon. After tuition today, went home to get some work done. D: I'm feeling so tired, but i have to mug. Do i look like i have a choice? The same routine everyday, how am i suppose to survive? Lol. Life, still goes on, i'm going to smile to pass a day. :D

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Wika, Siewyan and Xidi are having their GCE 'O' level orals today. Goodluck! :D i guess it turns out to be not as difficult as they thought it would be. I'll be brief about today. Got pangseh-ed by my friend, so went out with Jess to catch a movie. A lame but moralize show, i must say it's quite touching. Saw the 'chao turban' who pangseh-ed me, then went to Jess's block to chitchat. Went home after that. Revised Geogggggggggg.

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Jess and I are having our GCE 'O' level orals today. Manymany lucks baby! :D I'm quite relieved after walking out of the examination hall. One of the examiner was stern though, but it didn't really affect me. So well, i hope i did well. (: Good luck to you too Jess! :D Didn't really enjoy today. Studied Chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyy! D:

okay, the rest of the days, leave it. i'm tired- :S